so... this is summer

here i am, thursday night, in bed at 9:36. typical first night at home in my big bed!

the house is in shambles as always. no idea where anything is, so i'm putting off REALLY getting ready for bed because that would involve looking for contact stuff and a toothbrush. let's see how long i can go without finding these necessary items...not long because i'm sleepy!

i went another day without tears. i don't mean to make it sound like i'm so emotional that i can't control the tear flow, but sometimes, yeah, it's out of my control. not sure what it was about today, but i'm taking on the world. here's summer and i will make the best of it. guaranteed. and i get to see my lovebug in just a week. not sure how i'm getting there though because transportation people have the nerve to charge $536 for a 1.5 hour flight... $156 for a 5 hour train ride... and even $130 for an 8 hour bus ride. I think I'll be driving there in the middle of the night. Just pray my car doesn't die in the effing BX. oy. but really, a $30 tank of gas is way more in my budget.

okay contact time, gotta do it.

anddd i'm back. pajamatized. glasses on. chippy teeth are brushed. and i'm in my flannels. i love how this is summer but i'm freezing! and snuggly. so i suppose i win in the longrun. miss my usual snuggle friends... i have a stuffed dog and bear in this bed. and my real pup is in the living room. he's getting chubby! but all the more squishable, yes.

need an eyebrow wax. pedicure. manicure. if only paige was here to bring me! i probably won't go alone...and mom won't pay, so i need that girl!

i just want to shop some more. but i've spent enough money the past week... outlet shopping, panera, birthday presents... but alas, i get such a high from bargain shopping. what a froot loop i am sometimes!

katie harris was such a sweet roomie. she made me a photo collage and it's adorable and nice and neat edges so i can hang it up next year and take her with me. maybe if she reads my diary here, she will comment on it! i'm surprised she didn't make it pink and green though! with some ke$ha lyrics... but it's awesome nonetheless. i feel bad i didnt cry over that either, but i really did love it. i just turned off the tear ducts today!

i'm thinking about a cartilege piercing... hypocrite that i am... i always called it molly's slut earring but i just want to put a sparkle somewhere else on my body. love jewelry. and flowers. and virtual flowers. and prezzys. and giant red cups. and snuggles.

tomorrow is laundry mountain here in my house. so many things to wash and clean and organize. i don't know anyone else who has as many clothes as me, yet only likes 4 things. i'd donate, but i don't want to waste money, since i buy most of my outfits with my own money. now i should stop accessorizing and save for gas money! and drinking. oh 21 <3, how you are expensive.

margueritas. very strong at el amigos. i only like frozen marg's, but they were charging 20 bills per glass? I DO NOT THINK SO. rip off. therefore, spent my 8 dollars, had fun with kll, and carved my name in a bench! cool yo'.

i forgot to go say bye to my public affairs people. i'll have to go over the summer... but definitely in the fall. they were all too good to me to forget about them. not possible for me to do that. i want to babysit little cheekies so i have to make her like me!!!

baby fever. they're everywhere. so cute. yet somehow like weeds. wish i could just borrow one for awhile... oh yes, that's what babysitting is! i want to be close to kids, like Dar Williams-- the babysitter's here. would be lovely to be a role model again. i actually miss teaching Hebrew School to the little buggers.

I can't wait to start reading. leave some ideas for me to read over the summer :) at my imaginary beach... known as a towel on my deck. although now i can have a drink in hand!

okay, tired fingers. tired eyes. tired everything. should have some new bruises tomorrow from moving so much stuff around today... or rather banging things against myself by accident because i'm a klutz. too bad i bruise ridiculously easy.

you can still love me though!

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