Tuesday, June 15, 2010
determined to make it.
You've got to think about big things while you're doing small things so that all the small things go in the right direction.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
it's been awhile
i haven't blogged in a bit, but let's say i'm going to bed feeling a little better about the world. i feel like i did good today, even if it just means someone knows i'm thinking about them. small things add up (i hope. and maybe even pray a little).
i've been avoiding my laptop now that i sit on the computer 8 hours a day at work! i work, eat a lot, gym, and sleep. then repeat. a lot. there's my summer in a nutshell! i have a collage to do, a quilt to make, geez, i even should be making a birthday card right now but all creativity is draining from me as i enter this grown-up life.
i'm actually realizing this is my last year to really live carefree (although, if you know me, i could NEVER/have NEVER/will NEVER be carefree...) because in one year, I will (hopefully) be a full-time employee... somewhere. That freaks me out. Honestly, I don't know what I want to do. I wish money didn't matter because I'd absolutely be a party planner. However, the utilities are more and more appealing every day that I get paid. What to do, what to do. Mom is right, I don't have to be at the same job my entire career like people (dad) used to do. It's okay to change my mind. I just need to not have a mental breakdown. Keep it together.
and PS I want to move to Rhode Island. Live near a beach, plan gorgeous weddings, okay ready GO!
i've been avoiding my laptop now that i sit on the computer 8 hours a day at work! i work, eat a lot, gym, and sleep. then repeat. a lot. there's my summer in a nutshell! i have a collage to do, a quilt to make, geez, i even should be making a birthday card right now but all creativity is draining from me as i enter this grown-up life.
i'm actually realizing this is my last year to really live carefree (although, if you know me, i could NEVER/have NEVER/will NEVER be carefree...) because in one year, I will (hopefully) be a full-time employee... somewhere. That freaks me out. Honestly, I don't know what I want to do. I wish money didn't matter because I'd absolutely be a party planner. However, the utilities are more and more appealing every day that I get paid. What to do, what to do. Mom is right, I don't have to be at the same job my entire career like people (dad) used to do. It's okay to change my mind. I just need to not have a mental breakdown. Keep it together.
and PS I want to move to Rhode Island. Live near a beach, plan gorgeous weddings, okay ready GO!
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