Happy 22nd to me! Unfortunately, it's a day full of thoughts... but then again, this is my life, so nothing is new!
Today I feel like I just can't do anything right. Everything I feel like I've accomplished seems to not be good enough-- my job, my senior week committee. It's simple little things, but altogether, all at once, I really just feel like it's a big slap. I try so hard but nobody ever notices. I know it's important to challenge myself, but how about a "good job" first, then go ahead and critique my performance. Blah. Also, I know I hold my own employees to high standards, but there's a difference between not even doing the basics of your job (like some of them) and going above/beyond, but still not doing THAT right. Something's askew here. Someone suggested to me I'm being abused/taken advantage of because people realize I won't be around next year and they will have to cultivate new relationships-- not an easy task. But still, I just want some legit recognition, not all these lame, FAKE happy birthday wishes when nobody actually cares.
Okay, I'm dramatic, whatever.
In other news, my sweetheart roommates made me a whole tray of cupcakes that neither of them want to eat because they don't even like them! So that means I get to eat them all! I did have one last night and another for breakfast today after the gym...and I'm okay with that! I'm having FroYo world for dinner, and some margaritas after! YAY for birthdays, and well, celebrating life.
I'm going to treat myself to a birthday shopping spree this afternoon because my 5pm class is cancelled! My paper for that class isn't exactly done yet... but I have til Thursday and I only have 2 pages to go! So I'll deal with that later. I am the queen of time management I suppose.
Okay. Go shawty.
BYE!
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