i haven't blogged in a bit, but let's say i'm going to bed feeling a little better about the world. i feel like i did good today, even if it just means someone knows i'm thinking about them. small things add up (i hope. and maybe even pray a little).
i've been avoiding my laptop now that i sit on the computer 8 hours a day at work! i work, eat a lot, gym, and sleep. then repeat. a lot. there's my summer in a nutshell! i have a collage to do, a quilt to make, geez, i even should be making a birthday card right now but all creativity is draining from me as i enter this grown-up life.
i'm actually realizing this is my last year to really live carefree (although, if you know me, i could NEVER/have NEVER/will NEVER be carefree...) because in one year, I will (hopefully) be a full-time employee... somewhere. That freaks me out. Honestly, I don't know what I want to do. I wish money didn't matter because I'd absolutely be a party planner. However, the utilities are more and more appealing every day that I get paid. What to do, what to do. Mom is right, I don't have to be at the same job my entire career like people (dad) used to do. It's okay to change my mind. I just need to not have a mental breakdown. Keep it together.
and PS I want to move to Rhode Island. Live near a beach, plan gorgeous weddings, okay ready GO!
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