Monday, August 24, 2009

is it thursday yet?

Thursday, thursday, back to school! I spent today getting some things organizing and buying some last minute things so I can be all packed up and ready to roll. Wednesday is my parents' 25th anniversary and the company picnic so we'll be busy that whole day. Tomorrow, we're having my favorite dinner at Gram's house :D

I'm writing from the family computer because mine has a trojan virus... whatever that means. So my solution to that problem is just to turn it off. Does that work? I tried to fix it but made it worse, if that's even possible. So I'm sitting in the kitchen, which is quite a change from blogging at my ISO desk or in my bed. I will miss watching friends on the laptop for 2 days! Although, I don't really understand the deal with a virus. Should I be not using my computer? Or can I watch friends? I just need some laughs before I fall asleep!

So I've been thinking lately as everyone moves to school for some sort of training or another... that I should be there too. & that led me to wonder if anyone misses me there. I mean, does anyone else feel like I should be there? Or is it just me? I'm sure some people could care less, and all of these nice people are commenting saying they like me on facebook, but really, I wasn't looking for sympathy. I honestly just wonder if anyone at QU misses me like I miss them.

I thank Betsy for reminding me that we still have PLENTY to chat about!

Tomorrow holds more packing! Gotta throw those fall clothes in a bag. Although seeing a friend I havent seen all summer reminds me that I will never have as many clothes.

::Sigh::

I need to learn to be grateful, but it's hard in this world. At least for now, I have to flush all the negative thoughts out and replace them with positive ones.

1 comment:

  1. Ohhhh Kazin.. and yes I am stalking you (hey but the link WAS on your facebook!) stop feeling bad for yourself. People were not saying that for sympathy.. at least I don't do that kind of thing. People honestly miss you... I DOOOOOO! I was just thinking the other day (or honestly, every single time a Friendly's commerical comes on) that we neeeeed a Friendly's visit. But since you have free time now I can come get you.. go to Friendlys and then you can come spend the night in Norwalk and see fun Norwalk things! I already have some ideas. If you come soon enough there are kayaks you can rent on the beach and go visit these little islands out on the Sound. So before you get too busy, pencil me in! But on that free time thing.. now, thinking back, I kind of wish I had a little more free time to go out and have some fun. Maybe a semester without anything to do will help you relax a little and find out who you are when you aren't stressed out? You almost didn't want to do these things, like that day you were crying in the hallway, so TAKE ADVANTAGE and DISCOVER YOURSELF. Now that I'm done I SOO enjoy not being so busy all the time... and having the ability to do new things that I never could do before. Plus it's not like you won't have a great social life.. your still going to be friends with all your SPB/SGA people!

    And packing yourself this time? Sorry can't be there to help you unload what we loaded! lol

    Alrighty! Lunch is over - back to work! Talk to you soon & miss youuu! xoxo

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